| i cant wait to move!!! i move in 46 days....the 4th was pretty boring early on in the day but it got better that nite when i just ended up hangin out with a couple good pals.....
i dont really have anything to say and i dont know why i started a post.....im gunna go read and wait for my buddy to call....bye |
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| i got a tattoo ....wahoo....
i am moving to orlando in august....my friends maria and carissa along with my self are meeting with the lady to check out the place tuesday and to see if we want to sign some contracts :) wish me luck....nothing new here really ....
just thought i'd update with a lil something cuz i never really take the time anymore...feel free to comment...
i had one of those blah days...i took a nice drive tho up the coastline and got a chance to just listen to music and think....i drove for about an hour with no real place to go....but i needed it.....well goodnite
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| wow...i havent updated in forever....
graduation's on saturday....we had a practice today and then we have another on friday b4 the big day...im not sure if im ready....it's going to be so sad.... ive cried already and it hasnt even happened yet...i tell everyone if they want to take pictures it needs to be before the ceremony or else my makeup will be all over my face.....
so ...my friend jonathan left for asia a little over a week ago....pray him up guys ... i'm sure they are already doing amazing things there....but i cant wait for him to come back and tell all the stories and for me to be able to talk to him again...i miss his advice...cause he's always right....i miss that confident attitude when he tells me i can do it....he'll be back soon enough tho 
welll...i am going to shut this thing off bc it's storming mad heavy....
bye ya'll  |
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| i just got home from work and i am tired...this was my cousin's away messege......
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. You learn that love does not mean leaning, that kisses are not contracts, and presents are not promises. You begin to accept your defeats with your head up, with your eyes ahead, and with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain, for plans and futures have a way of falling down in flight. After a while, you learn that even the sunshine burns if you get too much. You plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. You learn that you really can endure, you really are strong, and you really do have worth. You learn and you learn, with every good-bye you learn."
i have been having a very emotional last couple of weeks bc all that i am dealing with right now ( not really something for internet webpage posting) and when i read that it kinda made me think...not so much about the whole relationship aspect but about learning to accept my defeats and all the road blocks that i encounter as i constantly kick myself in the butt to obtain my dreams and that with everything i want there comes sacrifice and hard work but if i continue on with a smile on my face bc i want something bad enough i will get there even when at times it seems circumstance is making it impossible.....i dunno just a thought...seems i am having a deep nite it seems ...oh well, nite ya'll |
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| ¡no más de policía por favor! haha....
yeah this weekend was an interesting one that is for sure... friday nite i went out with some friends and the boys had gotten some guns at the paintball shop that have little plastic bb type things in them and it was on... but the only problem was that at 3 in the morning the neighbors were not too happy with us and decided to call the cops....so yeah no more fun with that...well the next nite they were watching the street again so we all decided to go over to our friend mike's house...a police car was beind us on our way over there but turned into a parking lot to join other cops...so uninvited ppl showed up...words and fists were exchanged, this kid got his screen porch torn up and my friend tim got pushed onto the hood of a car for no reason ....so just when we got all the ppl outta there ....5 cops rolled onto the street....no good... i dont wanna play with cops...i dont like them....thank the Lord no was doing anything wrong (besides those stupid boys) and it's all good...no bail money nessicary :) but i've had my cop fun ...that was the first time i had to deal with cops (ok except the few times ive been pullled over) and i hope it's the last....
11 days left of highschool ....i'm so excited....everyone's coming home from college for the summer....my best friend's seela and maria are both home as of yesterday ...so exciting!!!
ok...im done bc im sleepy..i only got 8 hours of sleep the entire weekend and i had to work everyday so i think im off to take a nap...
oh yeah i tried to post prom pics on here but it didnt work cause i suck.... so if you want see some ....You've Got Pictures - My Member Profile Album |
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